It's Spring

 This always happens, the trees start blooming and the grass and rhubarb start growing, and the birds are singing and the windows and doors are open, and well, I don't blog.  Because it's so beautiful, and my attention span is so short for anything that must be done indoors (and doesn't require yarn), and I collect beautiful images and ideas and wild things and forget to share.  Also, I got an smart phone, which has a better camera than my "real" camera.  So, I've gotten sucked into Instagram (that link is to my page), and that whole little world.  Which has been fun.

 I've been working on my knitting pattern.  It's typed out, and I'm knitting it up a second time, as I'm hoping to provide a few different yarn options (for different budgets).  Then I'll have some friends test it out, and I'll work on putting it into a nice PDF and... then I'll have a knitting pattern to share! I'm very nervous, but also excited, it something I've been wanting to do for so long, it's almost unreal that I'm actually going to try.  I hope you all like it.

I hurt my knee last week, so I've had to rest it a lot, but I've still been pretty busy; picking raspberry leaves for tea, and spruce tips for experiments (I'm thinking syrup first), and knitting and reading. I hope you all are having a lovely spring as well!  Smelling every flower you can, and putting your feet up after days in the dirt, drinking cold beverages and listening to good music and life sounds.  (It's been a fall asleep to the Avett Brothers kind of week for me (The Gleam, all the way)).  Have a wonderful weekend!
Love, Clara

Moneta + Breckon

 This dress... what can I say?  I've worn it all winter long, often as much as once a week.  It fits like a dream, the color is my favorite, and it's so easy to wear different ways.  The pattern is Colette's Moneta, and the fabric I got last summer at a garage sale (an unknown cotton jersey).   I love the style of this dress, I really need to make a few more of them, and maybe play with the different collar options too, though I love the simple ballet-like neckline of this version.  Next time I make it with the long sleeve version, I will lengthen them more, as I prefer my three-quarter length sleeves to cover my elbows.

I wanted to show you a few of my favorite ways to wear this dress, so here it is with a short-sleeve sweater over top.  It is a lovely light sweater that was a hand-me-down.  When I got it, it had a little hole near the bottom which I sewed up, since then it's been as good as new.  I especially like how the dark dress shows through the lace a little me (which you can't see very well here).

 (My face looks so weird in these photos) This way has been perfect for the colder days (when worn with wool tights, of course).  A warm, fitted cardigan, buttoned up, right over the top.  I really love this look.  It feels both lady-like and cozy at the same time.

This is my Breckon sweater, a pattern by Brooklyn Tweed.  I actually knit it in Loft, just as the patterned called for! I think I've only done that one other time.  Anyway, I bought myself the yarn as my birthday present last year, a splurge, but one that I needed, and am very glad that I made.  Because the yarn is so expensive (as it should be, it's wonderful yarn) I didn't buy myself the buffer skein, like I normally try to do.  As a result, I didn't have enough to make the modifications that I would have liked to make to achieve the best fit.  If I knit this sweater again, which there's a good chance that I will, I'd start with a larger size in the hips and then decrease extra in the waist shaping until I have the right amount of stitches for my correct bust size.  Just as I did with Warriston.  Because, as you can see from the pictures, it's definitely stretched more than it wants to be along that bottom band.  

 Other than that though, this sweater is perfect!  I love the length of the sleeves and how nice and snug they fit all through the arm, and also the cuffs which I leave folded.

These were not the original buttons I had chosen for this sweater.  When I was in Anchorage last fall I picked up some lovely dark wooden buttons just for this.  But they disappeared!  I've looked all over for them, but the envelope they were in seems to have vanished while I was house sitting.  I ordered some other nice ones off of Etsy, but those ended up being the wrong size.  So this sweater sat around in my room for a long time button-less.  Finally, I got desperate and pulled out my button stash, willing to try ANYTHING, I found these, and loved how the looked with the rustic yarn, but could only find seven of them.  I knew that there had been eight of them at one point, but no matter how many times I dug through the jar that last one would not turn up.  I gave up for a while, though I kept the seven out, just in case, and one day I gave the jar another peruse and what do you know, there it was, right on the top.  Crazy life, no?

Oh man, just look at that.  I love this sweater so much, it's a beautiful pattern, through and through.  Thanks for looking!

Love, Clara

Life lately...

Seems made up of golds and purples and lavender-gray blues.  March was uncharacteristically warm here, the snow is melting, giant puddles and slush are everywhere.  I think I even spotted some tight buds on a few trees while on a walk with a friend last Sunday.  It snowed a little yesterday, but it's sunny again today.  I've been trying to go after things that I want lately.  Within my life and myself.  I'm trying to be less of a passenger and more of an explorer,  Opting for rather than just driving in my life, getting out of the car and walking.  Seeing what I can see, what I can do, what I can touch.

I applied for a two month school, sort of thing, it's hard to describe so I'm not going to right now, I'll explain more if I get in.  But it has felt so good to have tried for something.  To actually take a step towards change instead of only thinking about it.  And since then (I applied mid-February) it's been so much easier to go after smaller things.  For example; I got out my quilt that I've been working on for around ten years and sewed the whole face of it together over Spring Break.  And I've been slowly working on it since then.  I want to get it done!  No more pieces of things taking up space in my room for years on end.

It's exciting to see the pieces come together, and hopefully I mean more than just the pieces of the quilt.  Hopefully other things will get stitched into place as well.  I just feel on the verge of a change, of a good shifting of life. It feels like it's time.  Or close.

Another change I know that I need to make, is taking care of myself.  Rather than wasting time online or playing mindless games, I want to be intentional with my time.  Filling my evening with things that bring be life and energy and a sense of purpose.  I've been doing better with that, in some areas, but worse in others.  It's so easy to excuse things that aren't the best choice when in the moment.  To say, "it's been a hard day, I need this," when it's just scrolling through Pinterest for hours, and I could be reading a good book, or knitting, or sewing, or even watching a beautiful movie with a cup of tea.

Evenings seem to be the hardest, because the day has been so full, and exhausting.  But I have been making small improvements.  I've been reading (as you saw in my last post) and knitting.  It's been fun, because I'm working on a design of my own, that I hope some time soon to actually release as a pattern.  It's good to just try, even if no one buys it or knits it at least I did something, you know?  At least I tried.  And it feels good to finally try.

(that's my Plantain shirt peaking into the picture, I love it so much, I wear it once a week, nearly (and clearly I need to make another))

So it feels good to DO things, to finish long-term projects, to try something that might not work out how I hope it will.  And just do my best.  It's overwhelming, and rather terrifying, but it's exciting too, because there are so many possibilities in the risks.  Happy Friday!

Love, Clara

Yarn Along

I'm joining the Yarn Along from this lovely blog! It's my first time, though I've loved it from afar for quite a some time now.  Right now I'm reading The Orphan's Tales: In the Night Garden, and knitting a project of my own design.  Hopefully it will come together well, and maybe into something that can be shared.  I am loving this book so much.  I'm about half way now, and it's everything a fairy tale should be.  I can hardly wait to read more from this author.

Warriston (finally, some knitting!)

So, I have pictures of a finished project to share! Hooray! This is my Warriston, pattern by Kate Davies, knit up in a worsted weight wool, that I got at a garage sale about six or seven years ago.  It's been a struggle to find the right pattern for this yarn, not because it's a difficult yarn to use, but because of my indecision and at the same time, picky-ness.  If my memory is correct, it was knit into two different, nearly-complete, sweaters before I realized that this was the right pattern for it.

Part of my dilemma is the difficulty of white.  I love white, but daily life is rarely kind to white, in my experience.  So for a while I was planning to dye it, and then I became obsessed with the idea of a traditional Aran sweater, so I knit nearly the whole thing, before I realized that I didn't have enough yarn (cables eat yarn up so fast!), so out it all came again.  That was the most heart breaking tear-out job I've ever had.  I have no problem frogging a project if I know it won't get used, but to be completely in love with your project... dreaming through every stitch how beautiful it will be and all of the ways you can wear it... and then being unable to finish, that is a very painful blow.

Of course I have not given up on my dream Aran, heavily cabled, creamy, warm sweater, someday it will come.  Just not yet.  Because I'm picky, and cables devour yarn, and good yarn is expensive.  Anyway, this sweater, Warriston, is what I'm here to talk about, yes, I remember.  I love this sweater.  It has pockets and a snugly cowl, it is long, and it's edges look like snow drifts.

The pattern called for Aran weight yarn, which is a bit heavier than the worsted which I used.  So as a result the garment is a bit thinner, and has a little more drape.  If I ever make it again, I'll use the yarn it calls for, just in order to have a sturdier sweater, and something not white, so I'm not paranoid every time I where it.  In fact, I just won't wear this one to work. After I came home with an orange marker stripe on my back last fall, I am determined to be very careful with this one.

In order to make sure the sweater would fit me correctly, and how I prefer, I began it at the bottom, in the size that was right for my hip measurement.  Then, as I reached the waist decreases, I just continued on with them until I got the right stitch count for the size that my bust measurement falls into.  I think it crosses three sizes, such as Large decreased down to a Small.  I wasn't very mathematical in my planning for this, I just looked at the pattern and my gauge and decided to give it a shot.  It worked perfectly, I am happy to say, without being too tight or baggy anywhere, just as I wanted.  As a result, the sweater is also a bit longer than the original, that is due to the extra rows and decreases.  I knew that would happen, and because I have long torso, I was fine with the added length.  It did block out a bit longer than I had expected it to though, which is why it fits more like a tunic.  In the end, I like it better this way.

And the most exciting thing about all of this... Kate Davies featured it on her blog! I'm still on a bit of a star-crossed high from that.  Just hours after I updated my Ravelry page and pictures,  she messaged me and asked if she could share it on her blog.  And of course I said yes, as I squealed a bit at my laptop.  Oh man, so exciting.

And I wanted to show you guys how good it looks with my toggle coat too! It can be a lot of fun staying warm when you knit! 

Thanks for looking!

Love, Clara

life in winter

Book buying at work, mending jeans, knitting Malabrigo, the Cirque du Soleil, yarn shopping (Fibre Company! The colors! I want them all!), finishing sweaters and other knits, snow and stranger winter weather, gingerbread art...

Two months in, almost, to this new year.  I'm finally feeling excited about what it might hold.  It's been so long since I've felt that way about any new year, really.  So, some little things have happened, that might be the beginnings of bigger things, we'll just have to wait it out and see what comes of it.  But it has inspired and encouraged me, either way, to try again at things that have seemed insurmountable, or maybe not worth the struggle.  To be my creative self, to do things without holding back because of what if's, and just do it.  Do it, and be happy.  Do it, and revel in the doing.  Do it, and love what I've done.  Do it, be glad.  It feels so right this way.

Love, Clara

Some mornings I can pretend that I'm a princess, and every night the coachmen cover my (car)riage in glitter.  And of course they are very sloppy, so the glitter get's everywhere, on the street and the stairs, porches and mailboxes and light poles.  And I whisper thank you as I scrape it off my car so I can see where I'm driving on the way to work, (because that glitter is awfully darn thick) and know that I'm blessed to see such beauty every morning, despite the cold, despite the dark.

 And as the frost crawls up the windows and filters the light, I must marvel at the beauty of the feathers and swirls.

And as the sun sets so early, I am thankful for the ease of witnessing a sunset, for it's lengthy twilight and dusk, and the diamonds it brings to life each afternoon.

It's cold, it's dark, but I do love the rhythm and magic of winter.

Love, Clara